Stroll at Night

Yesterday went for a stroll at 12.30 in the morning. It was an experience worth experiencing.
The atmosphere highly freezing, but at the same time it was a heavenly bliss.
How sometimes we like to embrace the dark night despite of its chillness. It vaporizes the fog in our mind. It gives us ample time to think, this is the time when we are eye on eye with ourselves. Though the body is cold we find a soothing warmth inside, and unknowingly our lips expand to make a very familiar shape, they smile and for no reason our eyes become numb as we feel the power of nature around us. The moving breeze slowly makes us forget our worries. We walk long and long and nothing makes us retire. Some form of energy continuously revives us. And its needless to say whom we think of, suddenly that person seems to be our only world, its more of sacred then special. And we know that somehow something have changed in us and we love that change. Even the cold numbness gives us unnatural sensations. And we are no longer the same. That very feeling lingers with us until the sleep welcomes us under its shelter, and makes us ready to start a new voyage of our dreams.

A Heart Full of Gratitude

There are so many times that we fail to pay gratitude and so many times that we fail to say thank you....
We never know such small word can make a great impression on any of us... How good we feel when we are thanked for however small the deed be... Today when I have successfully cleared my CA Final examination, I find the need to express my appreciation for all those people who have knowingly or unknowingly helped me achieve my educational dream. 


There are many people whom i cant thank enough... Maa very first.... I can never think of anything done without her help friend, philosopher and a perfect guide... then my sis to keep me alive and engaged with her fights, my family and extended family for their teachings and money of course, maternal uncles and cousins for their most needed moral support that prevented me always from losing myself to situations, and friends for their liveliness, fun, chats, coffees, late night drives and endless advises (mostly irrelevant though) that made me stand still against any storm... Thanks again...
I know it took me some time to say it but, was quite busy enjoying the limelight post results... received calls from many unexpected people, received around a hundred bouquets, hosted a grand reception for relatives and family friends, got felicitation from various institutions and eminent persons... All in all i made my family proud of me.... Now i feel i am worthy of something...


There are so many things that are going in me at this moment.... cant pen it down.
Pile of emotions made home in me, all mixed. Biggest piece of problem is whether to enjoy my success or to worry about my future...
But for now i thought to keep my thoughts aside and wait for whats in store for me....
Guess its party time...

How Ironic Is the Way We Live

Many steps we take we make compromise

Any new we do we are taken as surprise

They judge us every now and then

What would it be like if they are not here

While the world is not looking…

We make our emotions live

We make our heart free

We dream and we aspire

Though we know this isn’t our real attire

While the world is asleep…

We count our bruises that we received 

We open up and cry until we go all dry

We accept things that we can’t in crowd

We curse ourselves that we fail to do aloud

While the world is silent…

We act, we sing, we dance

We try all that we know we ever can’t

We know we aren’t more a puppet in a circus ring

But still we do fantasize to be a king

While the world is away…

We judge ourselves, we compare ourselves

We change ourselves, we re-frame ourselves

Even most rigid person bends his bones

Even superman retires when he is alone

While the world isn’t listening…

We accept our defeat

We speak our thoughts

We listen our words

We do negotiate with our principles

While the world has shut his eyes…

We conquer, we win

We surrender to our outer being

Looking at the world long gone

We try to find a place where we belong

While the world is asking us…

Living together kills a part in us, Living aloof brings us out

Want to live for who we are or pretend to be who we aren’t?

This is a dilemma to decide and find a way to live

Really how ironical is the way we actually live.