The countdown for the big day has begun and I am nervous,
no reason but plainly nervous. Everything is in a gust and so is my heart. Just
the thought that I am getting married makes the hairs rise on my neck. My
heart, was in search for an impeccable wedding, but now I feel less to explain
as everything is so new to me, its unsteady, roaming, confused, passionate,
calm and jerky and many more things are happening but I can’t explain, concentrating
on reducing weight whilst having all the delicacies down the belly, not having
any track of time between all the preparations, and endless shopping, no matter
how much you have its always less, but you bet I am enjoying every bit of it. I
guess these little random things make this time all more seamless. I am so
thrilled that I see every other person getting engaged or married this season,
and also I see happiness in everyone’s eyes and I feel proud that she is the reason
behind their blissful eyes.
You ask me and I shall admit; it feels heaven. Small
chats in overnight long calls and still not willing to hang up, and waking up
wearing a smile, while folks yelling in the ears. Suddenly having a special
liking towards her favourite food or colour or movie or whatever silly and
idiotic her fancies may be.
Getting to know a new family, and preparing for the whole
new chapter of life. Things are happening so fast around that there is
virtually no time to see time passing by. Beautiful isn’t it, you feel happy,
well just happier, and you don’t have to find a reason for being so, your smile
is same but people often find new meanings behind it. Well I have an impression
that she is beside me helping me to write this new chapter, where I see my
future
with her…
