No
hope, none to talk and none to console.
It
so happens once, that your day turns out to be a total disaster. You do something
so bad that it leaves you with undying consequences. It’s like falling into a swamp,
whatever you do to come out, you are pulled and drowned all the more. You want
to cry, but in vain. Your heart sinks to the bottom and pounds faster than
ever, you lose awareness, confidence and slowly you start losing yourself.
You
realise that something has slipped out of your hands big time with no sooner chances
of recovery, like you waged way beyond your ability and lost. The damage is
done, your world splits apart, your faith shaken and shattered, your mind
burdened with heinous thoughts and a fear, grave fear of unknown traps you and shades
away any ray of hope that tries to reach you.
Of all
this, you do learn a lesson but much bigger a price for it, still to pay.
All
you do is just sit and imagine, what it would be like if you did not make that terrible
decision that day or; had it didn’t dawn that day, life would have been much
different then what it is today.
