Had it Didn't Dawn That Day

No hope, none to talk and none to console.

It so happens once, that your day turns out to be a total disaster. You do something so bad that it leaves you with undying consequences. It’s like falling into a swamp, whatever you do to come out, you are pulled and drowned all the more. You want to cry, but in vain. Your heart sinks to the bottom and pounds faster than ever, you lose awareness, confidence and slowly you start losing yourself.

You realise that something has slipped out of your hands big time with no sooner chances of recovery, like you waged way beyond your ability and lost. The damage is done, your world splits apart, your faith shaken and shattered, your mind burdened with heinous thoughts and a fear, grave fear of unknown traps you and shades away any ray of hope that tries to reach you.

Of all this, you do learn a lesson but much bigger a price for it, still to pay.

All you do is just sit and imagine, what it would be like if you did not make that terrible decision that day or; had it didn’t dawn that day, life would have been much different then what it is today.